penantian itu mmg satu penyeksaan..huh..ta kesah la menanti ape pn en..asl name 'menanti' msty disertekan dgn terase seksaan..so jgn la bg name ank 'menanti' ek..haha..

ok..the day that i wish would never come finally !! sampai jgk..perkare y btol2 ak ta ske nk buat ni la die..check result...hr ni saya mmg terjge awl..earlier than expected..haha..yela kul 5.30 pg 2 terjge..sbb dpt nightmare okey..*result mmg btol2 ske menghantui tido ak dr dlu smpai skunk*

bole plak mmpi fail..tp y tabole plak fail BEL (english) lak 2..saya mmpi BEL sy dpt C-..rse nk menjerit tyme 2.pas2 trus terjge..dan mncri telepon bimbit sbb nk tgk kul brape.kot2 terlebey tito..kul 9 result kua..tp br kul 5.30pg..fuhhh..lege..nsb bek ak mimpi je..tp ble pk pk balik knpe BEL bole fail sedang kn sem ni ak tade pn amek BEL..haha..agknye Allah nk suh ak bgn smyg subuh.

yela b4 dis subuh asyik nk gajah je *kantoi la plak en* ..tp tade la gajah sgt pn..hehe..klw dinosour lg trok kn kn..jd nye lps 2 smyg den smbung tito..kul 8.20 terjge....terjge 2 trus bukak lappy ni...connect internet bukak emel..yela sbbnye uitm jnji nk bg emel kt student result2..tp tade emel pn..jdnye sy pn cpt2 la bukak web gerbang maklumat pelajar (student portal)

pny la duk tekan2 link 2 berjuta2 kali..mengelabah btol la uitm pny web ni..buat ak nk mengamok je pg2..pny la ssh kn..dala dgn degupan jantung ni bukan setakat tachycardia dh hyper tachycardia kot *haha..ak sdg mncube buat term sndri* tp btol..klw la kire heart beat ak tyme 2 cm kalah atlet lari pecut 500meter..

setelah usehe disertekn dgn kesabaran smbil duk tekan refresh refresh, ahernye ! utk refresh kali y ke brape pn ak tatau la..kua la jgk result ak :))

ALHAMDULILLAH ! syukur kpd Allah..melihat result mmbuatkan ak nk melompat smpai ke ceiling bilik ak wlwpn sgt mustahil kn ak bole buat dgn ketinggian ak y ta seberape ni..haha..

tp sy ta puas hati 1 jela..org laen dh bole tgk result lg awl kot dr ak..*ak ni mmg ketinggalan zman ckit*..lps 2 uitm anta emel kt dorang..ni nk mrajuk ni..uitm ta anta pn emel kt ak ! ces ! meng'anak' tirikn ak btol...ak pn student uitm lah! grrrr....

nway hr2 y mndtg dh ta risau lg ! yeay ! sape mau blnje sy nih cpt2 angkat tgn seme :) ngeh ngeh..

actually en mlm ni saya tatau nk tulis ape..tp tetap nk tulis..eh bukan tulis..tp taip..nk cerite pn tade ape y menarik pn berlaku hr ni..tp hr ni sy pnt *ala lin..ko hr2 pn pnt..* ok ok,..takdela..sbbnye hr ni kua..p jln2..cr kasut..tp takde saiz..mmg bermslh btol klw org y bersaiz istimewa cm sya nih..puas pusing mall dh..smpai skt2 lutut ak ni haa..tak jgk dpt kasutnye..

balik umah trus tapping lutut..name je physio tp skt lutut..cmne nk rawat org skt lutut entah ak ni...ok ok..dh la..tanak bebel byk2..

Sbnrnye kn..jus nk berkongsi perasaan yg terpendam di lara hati ini mlm ni..*cewah..aku try gune ayt feeling ni..dh bole kalahkn william goncang lembing ta agk2??* eh jap..korang knl kn william goncang lembing??..haha..klw ta knl..korang translate la dlm english name pkcik william 2..ok ni la beberape pekare y nk di kongsikn...:

1. ermm penah tak korang rase ryndu kt seseorg??tp korang tawu seseorg 2 ta ryndu pn kt korang..cume korang je lebey2..haha..lebey kuwang cm bertepuk sebelah tgn la..msty pnh kn kn??baek ckp ye ! cpt cpt ! hehe..

2. den pnh tak korang syg kt seseorg 2 sgt2 wlwpn org y korang syg 2 melukekan perasaan korang sgt2??tp korang still syg die..

3. penah tak korang ske kt seseorg 2..admire abes la ni..tp korang malu la nk ckp..bg hint pn ckit2 je..hrp2 die phm..tp myb die bengap ckit..takpun sje buat ta phm..takpun die mmg tade perasaan kt korang *kecian btol la klw cmni* mmg ta tercapai la kn perasaan korang 2..den oleh sbb demikian korang jd malu la kn nk kontek dgn die..jdnye tbe2 korang dpt msg/kol dr org y korang admire abes ni..haa...tyme ni pnh ta korang rse 1 perasaan cm nk melompat lebeh tnggi *smpai kalah atlet lompat tnggi* dan berguling2 kegembiraan cm emoticons kt YM 2??haha..msty pnh jgk kn kn??acecece..haha..

4. penah tak korang rse 1 perasaan keciwe di mane apabile korang bukak facebook tbe2 org y korang admire abes ni tuka status dr single ke in relationship??hehe..mmg frust menonggeng la kn..tp in relationship ok lg..klw dr single trus married mmg bukan setakat menonggeng la tepelangkup trus la kn..haha..

5. aher sekali, penah tak korang rse regret berjumpe dgn org y korang syg/ske/minat/cinte or ape2 jela kn sbb dorang dh keciwekn korang ta kesah la dlm bentuk cmne pn..kirenye korang selalu tny diri korang cmni 'kenape la ak terjumpe dgn die?knpe la ak pegi kt c2..klw ak ta pegi kt c2 msty ak ta jumpe dgn die..msty ak ta ske kt die,..so ak tadela rse cmni' cth jela ni..contoh itu penting kn..hehe..kirenye tbe2 tyme jd gni mule la terigt balik cmne kali pertame perkenalan..

jdnye ckup la kot 5 soalan..actually byk lg nk tny..tp mate saya dh ngntok la plak..bantal dh memanggil2 dh 2..*leen mari leen..mari..mari dekat mari dekat mari dekat (cm sheila rusly dlm iklan mayonis 2)* ok ok..sbnrnye pekare2 kt ats 2 tade kne mngene pn antare y hidup ataupn y telah meninggal dunie..*cewah cm kate2 aher cite cerekarama lak*

myb ade y korang pnh rse..myb ade y korang takde pn rse cm 2..but sejujurnye..saya pnh ade perasaan y sedemikian..haha..well i tink it was a normal feeling..if not sy bukan la manusia normal kn wlwpn sedikit 'istimewa'..tp ape y sy nk ckp..wlw ape pn terjd..it was not the end of your life..thats how i tink..bukan la takde die kite taleh hidup kn..laen la klw takde oxygen kite mmg taleh hidup kn kn..

kdg kala Allah mmg sengaje menemukan kite dgn org y salah sbb Die nk kite mnjd seorg penilai y baek..mungkin dgn pengalaman y lepas mengajar kite ape 2 erti kegagalan..kerane kite takan sempurna tanpe mngenali kegagalan kerane kegagalan itu merupekn slh 1 jln menuju ke gerbang kejayaan..so dont ever blamed the destiny. ape y terjd itu ade hikmah di sebaliknye.. :)

so pade sape2 pnh keciwe psl cintan cintun ni..hehe..just remember it was neither not the end and nor the beginning of your life..it just the normal flow of your life..sy bukan la seorg y hebat utk mmberi nsht tp ckup la sekadar utk berkongsi. sebelom kite mencintai seseorg kite cintai la pencipta sepnohnye dahulu..kerane cinta y maha agung hny milik Die..

bak kate Imam Al-Ghazali :

"Cinta adalah merupakan sumber kebahagiaan dan cinta terhadap Allah mesti di pelihara dan di pupuk, suburkan dengan solat serta ibadah yang lainnya."

nunite peoples ! :)

today i am really exhausted ! *cewah..bunyinye cm ak msk pertandingn angkat berat plak.* takdela..hr ni saya dr pg smpai ptg ade kt umah mak ngah n ayh ngah sy..sbb ade perbincangn protokol2 ape tah..for my kazen wedding that just around the simpang ni.

ok la..bfore sy nk merehatkn diri,tbe2 mlm ni sy terigt akn peristiwe sy dan patient sy..haa sbb 2la tajuk entry hr ni mengamit memori..haha..ok actually byk peristiwe y menarik2..yela..karenah manusia kn..mmg mcm2..lg2 melayan manusia y sakit ni..

cite die cmni..belakunye mse sy practikal kt kemaman ni la..so sbb 2la msih segar dlm igtan ni..sy dpt sorang patient ni..umo dan doctor diagnosisnye..dirahsiekn la...y penting die patah kaki..dan die adelah pkcik..so bole la agk2 dlm umo brape kn kn..

tp pkcik ni antare pkcik y aneh la di antara patient pkcik2 sy y laen..sbb ape aneh..haha..itu kne tny die la knpe die aneh..so cm bese sbb die pertame kali sy tgk..sy pn buat la assessment..so kne la tny die mcm2 soalan..cmne die bole accident..ape problem die skunk..skt tahap cmne..dan mcm2 la..cume pkcik ni ta cm pkcik laen sbb die byk ckp..

seriyesly..klw mengikot statistic sy la kn *poyo la kau leen..sjak ble buat statistic ntah* klw patient laki ni ssh la ckit nk dpt maklumat byk2 sbb dorang ni tny septah jwb pn septh..klw pompan ni laen..tny septh jwb sepuluh patah..haha..bese la kn..lumrah alam..sy pn byk ckp..tp pkcik ni bgs la die byk ckp..ta tny pn die crite..haha..

sedang sibuk die bercerite tbe2 !!! *dialog di bwh ye*

pkcik : pkcik dh lme mai cni..dlu ade pelatih gak

rwat pkcik..

saya : ouh yeke cik?

pkcik : yela..pelatih 2 pkai cm ge awok ni la.

awok nk rawak (rawat) pkcik gane pulok ni??

saya : bermonolog dalaman *eh eh pkcik ni..ckp cm

nk rawat dri sndri je..*

ermm..ade la cik..nty la buat..

sy nk cek2 pkcik dlu ni ye?

pkcik : yela..buak la mek..dlu pelatih 2 "REPIH2" kaki pkcik

*ok highlight perkataan repih 2 ye!*

saya : sekali lg bermonolog dalaman *alamak !

ak slh dgr ke ape ek..ape bnde y pkcik ni sebut td !

sumpah ak tatau..ntah2 name alien ke ape tah die sebut 2.

name laen bg action kamen ke kot?takpe..nk slmt..

baek ak tny die lg sekali..

"errr ape die cik??pelatih 2 buat kaki pkcik cmne??"

pkcik : die "REPIH2" kaki pkcik...

saya : haaa...amek ko leen..mmg sah ko tatau la ape 2.

tyme 2 ak duk pk kn best klw kamus besta kuakn

kamus utk bhs loghat negeri2..konfirm ak beli..

ermm ape y ptot ak lakukn..*smbil memandang

sekeliling mncari aimi dan mira..yela

mereka kn org ganu dan kelantan..

mungkin dorang tawu kn..

tp mlg sekali..y ade di pndgn mata aku ni hny azu,.

klw tny azu pn konfirm die tatau..die pn cm aku gak.

org phg...lalu..dgn rndh dri dan perasaan segan menyelubungi dri..

ak pn memberani kn dri

" errr...ermmm...mmm...repih 2 ape pkcik??"

pkcik : laaa..awok dok tahu ke??

saya : tak??

pkcik : laa..awok ni org mne??bukang org cning??

saya : *alahai pkcik ni ta mnjwb soalan la plak*

dgn melemparkn senyuman mnis *mnis ke?* lalu mnjwb

"tak la cik..sy org kuantan"

pkcik : ouhh...dok la jauh ngat..repih 2 macang ge bawok kaki ke

depang la gni r..*smbil buat pergerakan kaki*

saya : ouhhhhhhhhhhhhhh *mucung2 ak ble dh tawu mksud perkataan 2*

kirenye cm bengkok kn kaki la ye..

pkcik : bukang ! bawok kaki depang la..

saya : *alah pkcik ni..same la 2..hiashh...*

"yela pkcik..bawok depang ye :)"

ok la..so moral of the story..mari la cube mempelajari bahase loghat negeri laen yup..mne la tawu kite dpt keje kt negeri org y ade loghat tersendri ke..haa kn pyh..kne ade translator plak..tak pun subtitles..haha..yela rmai y tawu bhs keyLL je kn..hehe..haa..jdnye sejak peristiwe ni..sy pnggil pkcik 2 pkcik repih..haha..dlm buku appointment sy pn sy tak tulis pn name die..tp tulis name 'pkcik repih' hahaha..comel ape name 2 kn kn :))

ok la..eblibodi :) nunite !

alright i am totally bored right now...

ni la syndrome di mne setiap cuti sem akn dtg mnjangkiti diriku ini...huh...mmg ta dapet eden nk nolong nye..rutin activiti harian saya hny :

9.00/9.30 : bgn dr tito...*haha..awl en en??

10.30 : kua dr bilik + breakfast

11.00 - 2.30 ptg : MASAK *penting utk di capiterlize kn ye tuan2..hihi

jage afiq..layan afiq..dukung afiq..seme about afiq.

basuh baju, sidai baju *bole jadi suri rumah dh ak ni

ghupenye*

den lunch ! :))

2.30-6.30 : solat.on jimmy.on9.tgk cite korea/taiwan/jepun/mv

ape2 jela y ade dlm lappy ni..

tak pun plg besh skali TIDO !

6.30-8.00 : mandi .. solat

8.00-3.00pg : on9..sambung tgk cite..makan mlm..

berangan2..guling2..dgr lagu..melalak..maen game..

dan tito..

dan activity2 di ats akn diteruskn la utk hr2 y mndtg..klw korang pn msty bosan kn buat activity2 cmnih hr2..haa..sbb 2la saya dh cm meroyan dh ni duk kt umah..iye sy mmg tidak bersosial lngsung..sy bagai arnab di bwh tempurung *arnab la ok ckit pd katak kn..hihi*

tp 2la..mse duk kt puncak dlu rse nk balik umah.dh balik umah rse nk msk balik belajar..mse belajar mse byk assgnment mase busy nk sgt waktu lapang..dh ade waktu y teramat sgt lapang ni plak nk waktu busy..ini la manusia..ta pnh nk ckup dgn ape y diberi...*menasihati dri sndri la plak akuh ni*

sbnrnye skunk sy sedang mneghitung hr...*menghitung hari, detik demi detik masa ku nanti apa kan ada...jalan cerita..ok stop ! apsal ak nk kne menyanyi plak ni..dala salah lirik..*

menghitung hr utk ape??hehehe..jeng jeng..ade org nk msk meminang i...*ouh..malu i dibuatnye..hehhe..jgn perasang la kau leen !* ok ,,sbrnye lg beberape hr tnggal 10 disember

result nk kua mak ngah oiii..haaa..ni la buat saya ta keruan sgt ni..ape y sy hrp hny lulus seme subject..klw bole mntak simpang la repeat2 paper ni...doakn sy yup ?? :) dala tyme exam mcm2

dugaan dtg..y plg besar apebile incik jimmy ni rosak and on that tyme i'm gonna sat for OnG paper which is all the notes are inside my lappy ni..there are no any hard copy..lappy plak taleh bukak..cmne sy nk stadi??tyme 2 rse nk hentuk2 je kepale kt dinding..*tp ak ta buat pn tau..ckp je ni..bg crite hidup ckit*

tp alhamdullilah..seme settle setelah dibaiki oleh my brother bong..tengs bong ! nsb la abg sedare ak ni doctor computer..klw tak..ngs la ak sekor2..anyhow lets picture talk !

ni la incik jimmy sy dh sudah pulih..hehe..dh bole on !

walaupun lappy rosak..hati sy tetap kental mmbuat nota :)

sehingge larut malam sambil ditemani incik kucing cekelat celup2 namenye..haha..

setelah sekian lame dibiakan blog ini terkontang kanting..jd hr ni sy mau update :) memandang kn sy suda tak busy sekarang..huhu..maap ye incik blog..sy sgt busy..jd terpkse biakan anda sensorang..ok ok..byk bnde sgt ni nk crite..excited terlebey dh ni ~!

first of all, br2 nih sy busy dgn practikal..utk sem 5 ni..sy practikal kt kemaman..ermm mse dpt kt kemaman ni rse nk menjerit2 nk guling2 tp bukan guling2 kegembiraan tp guling2 sbb tanak pegi~!

pd mule 2 taleh trime hakikat sbb dpt kt kemaman..pny la nk tuka..tp 3 kali lecturer tuka tmpt practikal, sy tetap di situ..mmg takdir dh menyatakn sy kne jgk kt kemaman by hook or by crook..jd, sy REDHA...

1st week kt kemaman mmg tade ape y berlaku sgt..semenye bese2..not-so-stressful condition..besela..1st week kn..physio pn ta amek pot sgt dgn kiternk..den msk 2nd week pn still lg ok..haha..sbb bos tyme 2 cuti 1 week..heaven lg jgk kiternk ni..haaa den msk 3rd week, hamek kau ~! takde mknenye nk heaven dh..evrything turns like hell..*err kasar nye ayt aku ni* ok ok..mknenye trok la sy kene..haha.kene mrh ok..dala klw kene mrh sekor2 je takpe jgk en...ni kne mrh depan patient y ramai2 2..mmg tebal 10 inci la kn muke i jdnye.

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klw korang bc ni msty korang pk apela sy buat kt patient 2 smpai kne mrh gile2 kn..sumpah sy

ta pthkn tulang die pn..die msh dlm keadaan baek dan ceria mse sy merawat die tau..hny sbb treatment sy tade clinical reasoning y tepat..jd sbb 2la sy kne mrh..mse mule2 kne mrh 2 depan patient 2 bese2 je..tyme 2 muke cool gler lg..macho lg..tp.......setelah beberape

minit..tbe2...haha..airmate ku jtoh bercucuran..tnpe disedari..waah tyme 2 sedey na mampos..

nsb baek la ade encik suhaimy y baek hati dtg menenangkn jiwe ini,,,tengs yup encik suhaimy :)) i loike..haha..pd hari itu bukan sahje sy ye y mngs azu dan aimi jua mengs..cume mira jela hati kering..tidak mngs..hebat btol beliau..

dala tyme 2 bulan puase..perot lapa..ngs plak 2..hmm..takpe..dugaan byk pahale pn byk la en en :) mse 2 mmg mnghitung hr nk balik raye jep..dh ta pk bnde laen..buat patient pn takde mud..mud nk raye je mmbuak2..hr2 sy doa 'mintak2 patient ak ni ta dtg..mntak2 die balik kampung nk raye' hha..jaat btol ak ni..

ok after 1 week raye..kesengsaraan+keperitan kembali semule..berat hti nk balik kemaman ni hny tuhan jela y tawu..mse duk umah cpt je mse berlalu..mse kt kemaman lebey2 lg kt hospital mak aii

lmbt gle la mse 2 nk berlalu..tp 2 mmg standard la kn..bile kite ta ske 2, 2 y kite rse lme..

tp after rye ni mud dh laen ckit..hha..sbb ade student mahsa yg bersame2 bergnding bahu dgn kami dlm mengharungi kesengsaraan di department physio..huhu..nsb ade geng laen..kurang la bebanan kiternk ni..den 1 week after that encik romi dtg visit..after die abes visit kiternk ni dh cm duk goyang kaki dala..sbb seme case2 mahsa plak y buat..haha ~! i loike :)

tp towards the end...cm best sgt la plak kn practikal kt kemaman nih..haha..*akuh tulis entry ni smbil senyum sorang2 dh ni*..sbb happy??...ermm ade byk bnde jd happy ~! haha..nway..physio2 kt kemaman ni sbrnye baek hati semenye...ta kedekut ilmu :) besela 2 kne

buli awl2..name pn student kn..

Mr.kuit wlwpn die garang tp die byk ilmu..ble pk pk balik yela kn bukan senang nk ilmu dr org.so kne la tempuhi keperitan..encik andy??hahaha..*knpe ak gelak ni* encik andy pn garang jgk..tp hati die baek :) ta kedekut..ilmu,duet seme die ta kedekut..dan ank2 die sgt comel..ok skunk dh ryndu kt ank2 die dh..tp tkt nk ckp kt die..pn noli pn byk bg ilmu mengajr kdg2 smbil assess pt 2 smbil die trgkn..sgt2 besh :) ok pendek kate pn mary,pn zura as well as encik suhaimy semenye byk mmbri input y bergune..tengs ye physio sekalian..hny Allah saje dpt mmbls jase baek anda seme..ouhh ouhh tak lupe jgk pd cik lah (occupational therapy) y sgt baek..sy dh anggap die cm akak sy dh..die seriyesly sgt2 baek okeh..~! selalu bg kekuatan kt kiternk *ok ayt tabole bla disituh*

then, towards the end of the practical session sy dpt mengenali rmai staf2 hospital kemaman..ni la 1st hospital y sy pegi sy dpt knl dgn rmai org :) hospital laen dpt knl dgn physio jela..tp kt kemaman ni haish seme la knl..and dorang baek hati :) sy suke..and bersyuko dpt jumpe dgn seme org y baek2..alhamdullillah..ble kite baek dgn org i'Allah org akn baek dgn kite en en ??..

pegi kemaman ni pn sy dpt experience blaja tgk jantung..haa btol ni..tgk jantung.bukan jantung pisang tau..jantung manusia..*cm ta pnh tgk jntung plak ak ni..tp ak ni mmg jns excited terlebey so takpela kn kn?* actually bukan la tgk jntung sebijik hamek kau depan mate cm 2 tw..tgk cm tgk haa ultrasound baby..tp utk jantung..g2la..echocardiogram namenye..nk tgk bnde alah ni telah diajr oleh encik fadhil :) die ajr dgn bersungguh2..dan besh sekali ~! cume duk dlm bilik 2 sgt sejuk menggila..ta tahn..sy nk ckp y sy sejuk tp hehe..tak terungkap..naek beku sy dibuatnye..rsenye 15 degree je kot aircond 2..dala bilik kecik je..mmg sejuk sgt la kn..dgn secre tidak langsung contact lens sy pn kering..mmbuatkn sy terkelip2 terkebil2 depan encik fadhil 2..hehe..nway..sgt besh blaja echo ni..wlwpn tade kne mengene dgn bidang sy..but jus fer my additional knowledge..lps ni klw org tny echo..ak dgn belagak dan angkuh bole la ckp ape 2 echo..tengs utk encik fadhil coz teaching us..really appreciate it :) wlwpn mule2 2 agk cuak ye apabile di tny psl anatomy jantung..iye anatomy..ak ni bab perkataan 'anatomy' dala mmg sensitip ckit..haha..

ok den nex..pnjg lebar la plak kn...den pegi blaja tgk dialysis..hemodialysis..part ni mmg tersekse la ckit..sbb sy seorang y anti tgk darah..sy mmg bukan keturunan edward cullen..cume edward

cullen 2 y syok kt sy *mengarot la kau leen~!* so dtg kt tempt ni mmbuatkn driku terase kepeningan dan mau pitam..but i got a chance to learn how the process begin..bile tgk br la sy

tawu bertape tersekse nye org y buat dialysis ni..cian mereke..ade 2 y mude2 lg dh kidney failure..mmg btol2 kcian la :( tp nk wt cmne en..sy ta mmpu nk mnderma seme kidney sy pd org *cewah ~! hengkau tbe2 ni knpe leen?!* kt unit ni encik pizal y ajr kiternk..die pn best :) sonok la..2la sy ckp dorang seme ni baek..i loike very very strong la ! and and tengs so much k for sharing the knowledge with us..

ni jela tmpt y kiternk manage to go..sbb dh ta sempat dh..kiternk pn dh nk berambus dh tyme 2..dorang pn dh boring tgk muke kiternk..den erm lastly..nk ucap tengs bebyk la kt sorang

doctor baek hati ni.kerane byk blnje kiternk and and sudi tumpangkn kepulangn ku ke tanah air kuantan...*haha kunk kembang semangkuk la plak klw die bc ni* doctor izzudin..ok die ni la 1-1 nye doctor y sy knl y sgt sempoi..hehe..besh la ckp dgn die..ta sombong..and kdg2 2 sengal

ckit..haha..therefore, b4 sy pegi kt kemaman ni..dlm pikiran sy 'abes la ak..pegi kemaman ni menempah maut namenye..' 'kemaman ni bakal mnjd nightmare la sepnjg posting ni' dan bermcm2 lg..tp 2la org kate..tak knl maka tak cinta..dh knl mule la 'fallin in love' klw dlm bahase jawenye..hehe..

so i wont forget this moment ! :)

haaa ini la die...pny la ta sbr nk abes practical.

cap buat countdown lg kt desktop.

sebagai therapy hati utk menempuh hr2 mndtg :)

ouhh lupe utk menyatakn y sy sgt ryndu ini budak ~! :(

with some of the physios :)

assalamuailaikum semua :)
(*permulaan utk hr ni sgt bertatasusila yea..)

ok..hr ni tanak ckp byk..tp nak ckp psl 1 lgu nasyid ni..huhu...sy sgt ske mendgrnye ! wlwpn lagu ni agk lame dala..tp dlm byk2 lagu nasyid lgu ni la y sy ske replay dlm mp3 sy ni..sbb sgt sweet kate2 dlm ni..:)jd mari kite dgr dan nyanyi same2..wlw sore ta sedap tape :))

tajuk : permata yang dicari

Hadirnya tanpa kusedari
Menggamit kasih cinta bersemi
Hadir cinta insan padaku ini
Anugerah kurniaan Ilahi

Lembut tutur bicaranya
Menarik hatiku untuk mendekatinya
Kesopanannya memikat di hati
Mendamaikan jiwaku yang resah ini

Ya Allah
Jika dia benar untukku
Dekatkanlah hatinya dengan hatiku
Jika dia bukan milikku
Damaikanlah hatiku
Dengan ketentuan-Mu

Dialah permata yang dicari
Selama ini baru kutemui
Tapi ku tak pasti rencana Ilahi
Apakah dia kan kumiliki
Tidak sekali dinodai nafsu
Akan kubatasi dengan syariat-Mu
Jika dirinya bukan untukku
Redha hatiku dengan ketentuan-Mu

Ya Allah
Engkaulah tempat kubergantung harapanku
Kuharap diriku sentiasa di bawah rahmat-Mu





bile la ek akn ade seseorg jejaki y mendedikasikn lgu ini utk driku..hahaha :PP
sgt sgt sweet :))

kla enjoi !

lots of loves,

hug and kisess,

.LeEn OtHmaN.

setelah sekian lame saya meninggalkn ini blogspot ahernye saya mengambil keputusan utk meng 'update' nye semule..huhu...

ok2..topic utk hr ini ntah la..tbe2 t'igt zman hingusan dan ingn sya coretkn disini..(maaf ye klw ayt bm ni tungang terbalik..SPM bm sy A2 saje) sbb nye actually sy syok menlihat cucu2 mkcik sebelah umah sy ni bermaen dan terus secre tidak sengaje mengimbau zaman kanak2..

bile igt blik zaman knak2 la zamn plg gumbire en..tade nk pk ape..mslh pn ta byk..y tau maen mkn tito..haha..ok..ni nk cite..mse saya kecik dlu (*iye sy tahu anda msty ckp skunk ta kecik ke?) sy ade jiran..rmai jiran..n ank2 dorank ade la sebaye dgn saya..tp mse saya kecik (*dlm 5 thun) sy ni cm katak bwh tempurung tw (*ishh tapi ta ske katak..ok kite tukar)..cm arnab di bwh tempurung tw.sy ta bergaul dgn dak2 len..y sy tau men barbie dlm umah..haha..sgt keperempuanan kn sy..tp nk wt cmne..sy di didik cm 2..

den..nk jdkn crite..ade la sorang ank jiran saya ni..budak ni lelaki namenye faizul (*hampir kpd name sebnr) tapi sy ta igt la name pnoh mamat ni..tyme 2 kecik sgt lg...but i only remember dat this boy was same age with me...ermm budak ni ske tau kacau sy..tp die bukan la kacau cm mamat2 kt shoppink mall ngorat pompan 2 kn..oleh kerane msing2 msih kecik so cute je cre die kacau..mak budak laki ni org indon tw..so budak ni slalu balik indon..dan tiap2 kali die balik indon dan balik semule ke rumah msty die blikn bunge utk sy! haha..so sweet..tp sy ta pnh amek pn..

klau petang2 sy slalu ikot kakak sy nek basikal pusing2 taman..den budak laki ni msty tahan basikal kakak sy semate2 nk bg brg y die dh blikn utk sy..hahaha! tp tyme 2 sy mmg sengal tanak trime..yela..ta baligh lagi..ne ade perasaan2 indah 2..haha..klw la dh besar cmni mmg la sy trime en..rugi ta trime bak kate org rezeki jgn ditolak..huhu..tp 2la..hr2 sy akn cri jln nk lari dr dak laki ni..smpai ta kua umah tau wa ckp lu..rasenye tadela buruk sgt muke dak 2..comel..tp ntah la..haha..den sehingge la pd 1 hr dak ni nk kne pndah kl..die nk bg sy sumtink sbg kenangn b4 die pndh..tp sy ta trime jgk..jhtnye sy ni...dan skunk sy dh nyesal..hmmm..ntah la dak 2 kt ne skunk ni..klw diberi peluang mmg nk jmpe die blik..nk mntak maaf kerane terlalu sombong..hehe..tp rsenye tade harapan dh..klw nk pn pasti kne msk rancangn jejak kasih..lgpn muke dan segala2nye pasti brubah bkn..msty ta knl pny..tapela..wlw ape pn..hrp die sentiase ok..:))

itu crite mse ta msk tadika lg..skunk ni crite tyme msk tadika plak..haa...mse sy kt tadika sy KETUA KELAS tw..haha..jgn men2..kecik2 cili api..sy pn tatau npe cikgu pilih sy..besar kemungkinan sbb sy comel kot..hahaha...tade..sy rse sy tw knpe..sbb sy ta pnh ngs mse kt tadika..besela kn..mse mule2 msk..budak2 msty nk ngs..mak ayh tnggalkn dorang kt skola..pdhal bukan jauh pn umah tah pape tah nk ngs...actually en bukan sy tanak ngs..sy nk ngs sgt..tp mama sy dh awl2 lg warning cmni "adik,kt tadika nty jgn ngs tw ! klw ngs mama cubik"..

perghhh ngeri seyh..hal y demikian la buat sy ta ngs..lalu sy dilantik menjd ketua kelas..wah hebat bukan..haha..

lg 1 hal..sy msih igt..kejhtan kakak sy..mse 2 sy umo 6 thun la..mse tadika..den kt umah sy sruh kakak ajr sy mengeje..sy tatau la..myb sy ni golongn lampi kot..6 thun ta reti mengeje lg..haha..jd sy pn sruh kakak sy mengeje name sy..bukan ape..senang nty sy nk tulis name pd kertas2 y ckg bg kt tadika..dgn rndh dri sy berkate 'kakak,cmne ek nk eje name adik?' kakak sy dgr mlsnye 'ishh..dak ni 2 pn ta reti..cmni..' kakak sy pn amek pen ngn kertas dan tulis 'jaja' haa ni eje name ko..(*seperti biase penambahan crite adela ckit2 demi menyedapkn lg crite)..ceh kureng ajr btol kn die..die pegi eje name die bukan name sy !! grrr..mentang2 la sy tyme 2 ta reti mmbc..sy dgn bendulnye lalu bermonolog dalaman 'owh..cmni ke eje name ak..ok2..hafal skunk..esok ley tulis name..yeay !'

lalu dgn itu..setiap lembaran kertas ckg bg sy pn tulis name makhluk ini 'jaja'..smpai la 1 mse..lps ckg dh siap semak evry homework y die bg, jd die nk pulangkn blik la kn..den ckg pn pnggil la name sorang2..smpai 1 mse die pnggil name 'jaja!' tp tade sape pn angkt tgn..at last sy sorang je ta dpt kertas 2 blik..owhh..rupenye itu sy punye..lalu ckg ckp 'amalina,npe tulis name jaja ni' ....speechless..ta terkate jdnye..blik umah trus ngadu kt mama..smbil tunjukkn ketas 2..mama hny mampu tersenyum..tyme 2 pny la mrh bngat sy terhdp kakak sy y jaat 2..den die bole gelak tnpe mminta maaf dr sy..sedey :( nilah nsb jd ank bongsu..slalu kne buli..ni br slh 1 penipuan dr kakak sy..byk lg penipuan die sbnrnye..tp sy dh lupe..

itu crite tadika..mse skola rndh lak sy skola pompan seme tw..tp sy aktif..slalu msk menari la,berlakon jd snow white la,debate la..mcm2 la..tp y taleh lupe apebile sy msk pertandingn bercerita..wakil skola 2..haha..tp kalah..mse kecik2 dlu sy ske mmbc buku fairytale.lps 2 berangn nk jd fairytale 2 jgk la..tp bile dh besau ni jd peng'anti buku lak..haha..sy kalah mse pertndingn sbb sy gugup..br je stat intro 2,3 pth ayt..tbe2 terkaku diam seribu bhs..stat dr 2 smpai besau sy ni mmg cpt mengelabah ble nk kne berckp depan org ramai..tabole nk buat ape..

dgn itu..smpai cni jela critenye..byk lg bndenye..haha..tp klw nk crite 1-1 mmg smpai esk pn ta abes..jdnye..kesimpulan zaman kanak2 mmg zaman y menyeronokkn..bg kanak2 di lua sane berseronok la tika di zman kanak2 ni ok..haha..

lots of loves,

hug and kissess,

.LeEn OthMan.

sememangnye blog ini suda lme tidak di update..sbb nye sy sgt mls~~! tp actually sy sgt busy dgn komitment y ade....


about study,xpyh cite la kn..sgt2 byk keje..i'm starting this year with clinical posting at ampang hospital..well basically not bad..pd mulenye mmg really bad..den at the end of the posting ok la..tp secre jujurnye xsebest dkt BP la..cume for me the most important is, at different help me to gain different experiences and somehow i feel like kt ampang ni btol2 mnguji kesbrn sy..cm2 jns pesakit sy jmpe y buatkn sy cm nk hlg sbr pn ade..br practikal kn..blom lg keje btol2..dan hal ini jugee mbuatkn sy lg berpk "KNPE SY PLIH KOS NI???" smpai sekarang i'm still didnt find the answer.


and now...currently ahernye sy berade di PUNCAK ALAM..haish..tmpt y plg sy xmo pegi and yet terpkse juge pegi...bak kate my b..org len duk kt tanah rata tp sy duk kt puncak..ntah ble bole trun..dala kt cni internet pn cm ttttuuuuuttttt je...igt duk tmpt tnggi sng nk dpt ape2 juge jns line..ni x..line phone pn pyh nk dpt apetah lg line tenet kn..mmg dugaan btol la..
nsb bek pg ni klas neuro batal bole la jgk sy merajinkn diri mengupdate blog ni...

klw awl2 dlu busy dgn practikal but now busy dgn assignments~~! stressful sgt ok...


dala xmo pk psl blaja....klw duk pk smpai ble pn xabes kn2??



iye sekarang sy tersgt nk jmpe ini budak..mohd afiq azim~~! haish,..xbole than tgk pipi die y gebu gebas ni..rse cm nk cubit2 and uli2 jewr..
dan oleh sbb kerana hal ini sy mahu pulang ke rumah okey~! *__*


ok..myb thats all for now..sy mahu bercap utk pergi ke klas utk berjmpe dgn Mr.V tersyg..kikiki~~! :p

If you enjoyed your high school years, you'll do it.
If you have nothing else to do, you'll do it.
If you're here to read the questions/answers and pretend to hate to do it, deep down you'll still do it.

for this i pick from primary to secondary school!

seme skola sy la..

Biodata

1) Which school did you go to?
can it be "schools" because it more than 1 la..

-SK Assunta Convent (primary) SMK Abdul Rahman Talib (secondary f1-f3) ,MRSM Kuantan (f4-f5)

2) What classes were you in?
- seriyes lupe!!hehe..jap2 igt mse f4 n f5 jex...5N and 4B1 kot..

3) What was/were your favourite lesson(s)?
- haha...mslhnye ad ke my feberet subject..hermm cm xde je..ok la demi menjwb soalan addmath kot..agagaga..xley bla kn..tipu je ok..

msty la klas bm bersama ckg nik adib sy..haha..sbb waktu tido plg bes waktu die la..hehehe..

4) If you could remember, what time was your recess?
- ermm kul brape ek...10.15 kot..ntah..hehe..y penting sy selalu akn kua awl..haha..

5) List down your favourite food/snacks.
-ayoo xde kot...jus men bedal je asl xlapa..

1) Did you have a nickname way back in high school?
-ad2..

klw kt SMART org pnggil saya 'ARA'..

kt mrsm lak org pnggil sy 'mc ling,kecik'....

2) How did you wear your socks?
- sy duduk kt ats kusi den sarung kt kaki...pelik btol soalan ni..

3) Have you been suspended due to the way you put on your uniform?
- xpernah..sy pelajar y sgt kemas dan berdedikasi..hehe...

4) Were you given plenty of reminders about your appearance?
-oww ini terjadi mse sy msk mrsm la..senior selalu kondem kiterank..cap kne pki stokin kot...

5) Who did you look up to when you were in high school?
- nobody

Punishments

1) Name one memorable scene where you were punished in front of the whole class.
- sy kn budak berdedikasi msty xpernah..hehehe...

2) How many times did you skip class? What were you doing?
- haha...soalan btol2 taleh bla..klw kt SMART mmg byk kali..sy ponteng klas seni visual..sumpah klas ni bosan sbb 2 sy ponteng..sy dala xberseni nk msk kls seni..karut..tyme ni br f2 tw..sy pkat ngn kawan sy amek buku kedtgn ke klas supaya nme kami xditulis dlm buku 2 sbb xmsk klas..hahaha...jht kn2???

ape y sy buat??sy duk merayau2 g klas org len..den klw ad ckg disiplin dtg cek klas kiterank akn msk curi2 klas org len...blakon..haha..klw x mampos la sy..

klw kt mrsm sy dh jd pelajar dedikasi..seme klas sy xmissed tw..kecuali prep,assembly,tazkirah and riadah..hehe.ni xpyh ckp la kn..xterkire kot..ish2..

3) Give one scene where you escaped from being caught/punished?
- haha satu ye??haish..sy amek y sy igt la..tyme 2 ad assembly ari isnin kul 3 ptg..besela mrsm kn assembly waktu ptg..tyme 2 sy sgt2 mls pegi assembly sumpah..mate berat n mahu tido..hehe..therefore sy with my dear rumates naddy n nadz (mereke ni je y suke wt jht bersame sy..hehe) duk berkurung dlm bilik..den exco block duk jerit2 'clear block'..kami buat bodo je r..exco je pn..hehe..den tibe2 terdgr suare warden menjerit..adush..tyme 2 sumpah kalut..mulela xkeruan..kiterank tutup kipas sbb xmo kne tngkp la..den bole plak warden 2 nk cek 1,1 bilik..haish..gawat..dgn itu sy tnpe berpk pnjn sy melompat msk dlm loker sy berkurung dlm 2..sumpah xtipu pns giler!!..hehe..taleh bla kn2..

4) Did you vandalize any school property?
- ermm setakat teranjang ckit mesin 'gedegang' 2 adla..abes air xmo kua apsal..amek je duet org.

5) Did you ever make any teacher cry?
- xpernah..

Teachers

1) Who was your favourite teacher?
- bg sy seme ckg y mengajar sy are my feberet teachers sbb tnpe mereke sy xseperti sekarang ;-)

2) Describe you DM?
- ape 2 DM?

3) Who was the funniest/weirdest/loudest teacher?
- funniest : ckg harun..hehe..n ckg norzihan
-weirdest ; sape ek??ntah la..seme ok je..hehe..
-loudest ; of coz ckg zihan n teacher lela..sgt gerun msk kelas mereke..klw fail addmth ke kimia ke mreke akn mengamuk!!hehe

Social Circle

1) Were you popular back then?
- haha..xkot..

2) Were you in a big group of boys/girls or small ones?
- big grups of girls of coz..dan kdg2 kami suke boria..sorang pki biru 1 geng pki biru..hehe

3) Who were your best friends?
- kt mrsm : naddy.zizie.nadz.natrah.jie.atie.jaja.my oppa.irah.cutek.nadia.mida.

kt smart : hani.fatin.mira.amalina and of coz up till now hanis ;-)

well sgt ryndukan mereke seme..

4) Did you and your friends have nicknames?
- ntah...xde kot

5) What were your favourite memories of you and your friends?
- hehe..msty la tyme megumpat n bergossip2..hehe..

Co-curricular Activities

1) What type of CCA were you in?
- klw kt MRSM i am NAVY tw..hehe

kt smart lak sy sgt aktif in KRS (kadet remaja sekolah)

2) What did you have to bring to your CCA?
- bwk diri,hp,duet and kad kehadiran

3) What did your CCA required you to do?
- byk...especially perkhemahan la n aslo kawad..sy pndai kawad tw..peringkt negeri lg menang..hehe..itu KRS la

klw kt mrsm saya penah belayar pegi pulau tioman..navy la katekan..tp xley bla tyme ats kapal sy muntah2 n lps smpai ke darat sy jln dgn tidak btol..terhuyung hayang..sumpah xtipu..xmo nek kapal da..

4) Got injured?
- injured ye??xpnh..tp pnh kne gigit pacat..geli siod!!!

Crushes/Lovers

1) Who was your first crush?
- no komen

2) Are you in good terms with your last crush?
- ...............................

3) Did you ever had a relationship with anyone in your high school?

- no komen

4) Have you ever made out in school?
- msty la x..

Closing Ceremony

1) How did high school change you?
lots of changes..especially during in mrsm..sy mnjd seorng y lebh bgs..hehe..more berdikari sbb duk asrama kn wlw pn umah dpn maktab je sy still bsh bj sendri tw..dan belaja bersosial dgn org y berlaen negeri...syok..bole blaja bhse dorank.. ;-)

2) Sing one verse of your school song.

mrsm ;
wahai putra putri bangsa ku,
ayuh segera menuju..
mengikut gerak langkah mju bersatu mencari ilmu..
*2 je y sy igt..

smart;
S.M.A.R.T ilmu insan bestari....
**hehe..2 je y mmpu sy igt..hehe

3) What was your favourite question?
- xde..

4) Who/what will you remember from your high school?
- of coz all my besties and also teachers and the environment

5) Any memories you will not forget?
- evry sweet moment i will never forget ;-)

pejam celik pejam celik dah sebulan pn saya berposting di hospital batu pahat..
klw nk diceritakan tentang experience mmg byk gile experience y saya dh dpt..a very valuable experience dats no easy to get and yet to learn..

>>> ok..tyme first day saya menjejakkn kaki ke department physio hospital batu pahat mmg hati sgt berdebar2 n xkeruan..feel like butterfly in my stomach..den right after we settle everything in the hospital den we meet our clinical supervisor: cik halimatul saadiah abd ghani..she is a really nice woman n loves to teach us and yet she is a very experienced physiotherapist too.

fer the first day, all 4 of us follow her to the ward..she asked us to read BHT of the patient. ape y saya bole ckp saya sgt penink waktu ketika itu untuk bc BHT patient..the doctor's hand writing and ticket y sgt tebal..i didnt even know which one to read.which is the important tyme 2 saya rse cm nk menjerit 'kenape la aku kne bc bnde ngarut ni!!" *monolog dalaman jela tpnye...

den after came back home fer the first day of working, semenye xde mud n pnt...den without thinks so much when i speak on phone with my luvly everdearest lady saya buat pengakuan dgn jujur dan eclass 'ma,adik nk tuka kos'..pergh terkejut badak sumbu kot die..tbe2 je budak ni ckp gni.buang tebiat ke ape..tp yela kn cm bese kate2 saya 2 x diendahkn..myb she thinks dat i'm just joking..but i'm really serious tw at that tyme.

Itu br cite first day..blom lg msk 2nd day,fer the 2nd day i'm not goin to ward anymore..i'm staying in the gym with our vice clinical supervisor: en mohd jaafar abd majid. fer the first tyme sy mmg sgt tkt ngn en jaafar ni..die sgt la garang..1st tyme sy dpt patient die dh mrh sy.sbb slh buat assessment..but yela xde la mrh trok he just tego..terase 2 of coz la but den buat cool n niat nk blaja kn..besela 2 kne tego..tp itu 1st day la..but if know him much more he is a really pleasant man actually..he loves to teach and to ask n sgt gentleman (hehe) byk soalan die kami xsempat jwb.sorry ye en jaafar mmg btol2 xjmpe.but dont worry i will find it :)

den in the 2nd day ni kternk bekenalan ngn abg din..hehe..abg din ni seorng y sgt kelaka..sumpah sy ckp sape duduk ngn die klw xketawe terbahak2 sila bunuh sy..sbb gerenti xkering gusi la klw ngn die..die sgt pndai membuat keadaan jd sgt happy..wlwpn die mengeji kternk tp kternk xley nk mrh sbb mslhnye die sgt klaka...klw nk citekn ape lawak y die dh buat mmg xckup kot nk tulis..ok skunk sy dh ryndukan lawak die please :(

well klw nk citekn hari2 ape y sy dh buat mmg byk gile la..bole jd cite dalam filem dh..but overall mmg happy gile posting kt cni..wlw pn first tyme sy msk dr sy xtw cmne nk buat assessment,xtw nk ckp ngn patient,xtw nk handle patient,xtw nk bc BHT, xtw nk buat suction at last skunk seme itu sy dh tahu :) cume perlu more polished.

pd cik halimatul thanks sbb sudi ajr kiternk semenye..sudi menjawab soalan y kternk tny sudi tolong photostatkn buku y kami nk pnjam sudi memberi sepnoh tunjuk ajr pd kami..jasa baik cik halimah hnya Allah je dpt bls..pd en jaafar plak thanks jgk sbb ajr buat suction pd sy,ajr pnf overflow,for the book,segala tunjuk ajr n willingness to share knowledge dgn kami n plg pnting thanks for the pizza,roti,air,pau n sweet y en jaafar blnje :) ..same goes to kak siti y ajr sy mnggunakn electro pny machine tens,faradic current n tyme kt gym n thanks also to pn.liha kerane sudi mnbnrkn sy tgk cmne massage for patient with breast cancer and teach us to done it..and last but not least thanks pd abg din y owez makes us laughing,thanks for the nasi lemak,kinder bueno n ajr sy pasang pully :)

sesungguhnye hanye Allah saje dpt membalas budi baik kalian semua.bak kate org xde ilmu y bole dibyr dgn wang ringgit mahupun intan permate :)

ni la kesemue physio hospital batu pahat..
:)

*cume 2 org physio lg xde..

today is my 1st day of clinical practice...and yet the worsen day for me...
god,now i really2 think dat i'm gonna quick from dis course...its too difficult!!!
just imagine for the first time i'm treat CVA patient by giving passive movement exercise and
the first tyme i'm touch that patient i feel like i'm having pakinson disease..well if i think back it just giving passive movt but i'm really feel too nervous...
n not only dat i'm also have difficulty to talk or mayb i having aphascia jus like stroke patient..know why 'airway' pn sy sebut slh..karut!!!!cm org xpndai english...stupid of me..

because of this matter,its makes me thinks with many kinds of things such as 'knpe la aku pergi pilih kos ni dlu','kan best klw amek kos y simple2 cth kosmetik ke','tlg la cpt dugaan ni abes'...because i really couldn't stand with it..seriously :""""(

i would like to wish:

selamat hari raya to all muslims in this world
and
maaf zahir and batin


hopefully all of us have a very cheerful eid for dis year,gathering with family, having lemang ketupat rendang and as well as kueh raya ^__^


for those that knows me:
1001 apologize from me..
for word that i didnt meant to say
for thing that i did wrong
for jokes that cant take
and
for everything

0-0
ok???

^__~

"you make me crazier"

now i'm currently not in the gud mud..

because i'm really damn missing my luvly lady...mama...
and also my luvly boyfrend...papa...
miss to talk with my mum
miss to laugh with my mum
miss to watch movies with my dad
miss to cook together with my mum
miss to sleep with my mum
miss my mum cook...
miss my home sweet home...
miss my comfort bed...
miss my siblings....
miss my happiness time during at home...

God...i want to go home..sobsobsob...:""""(

i think i can't stand staying here...
its really make me sick...it just like sucks...
someone help me please :""(

if i could have doremon i will ask it to make the tyme moves faster so that i'm at home ryte now
or i may ask for the door so that it easily for me to go back..no need to travel by bus..
wah!!alangkah indahnye begitu...

but..it really possible to be in that way..
God please make me patient and stronger to stay here...
for only ten days more...

therefore...stat counting leen from now :""")

alryte...seems looks like i didnt get any opportunity to update my blog...
because i'm too buzy wit all the assignments and tests and others kind of thing

..oh god...

neurology assignment...
electrotherapy assignment...
ctu assignment...
bel assignment...

ok...seme itu saya harus siapkn..byk gle...
den br hari ni rse relieve skit...sbb ape???

electrotherapy and cardiorespiratory test i've already done..but!!

SAYA XBOLE JAWAB JUGAA!!!!
apa macam??xtw la...so..saya hnya mengunakan sistem redha..

just imagine after i get the cardio question saya jadi cm mati akal..
DYSPNEOA pn saya xtahu...
therefore,moral of the story..nite b4 the exam have enough rest..
klw x..kite akn lupe seme y kite stadi..mati akal..

den life in here (puncak alam) really sucks..know why...
hr2 rutin harian saya adalah climbing up stairs.dat stairs just like batu caves stairs..
and my quadriceps already build up..
dh cm ahli bina badn pny quadriceps..hehehe...

den staying here rse cm staying at the forest..very ssh nk kua..
dala mkn pn no choice..hr2 ayam..muke pn cm ayam sudaa...

sobsob..rse nk ngs pn ye jgk..n stay here pn dh buat sy tinggalkn sejarah..
especially at the tngge batu caves 2..kno why...

ad 1 hari...SAYA JATOH TNGGE...sumpah saya xtipu mmg sakit gle..
god..at dat tyme i tink i may got protusion of intervertebral disc..sbb the impact mmg kuat laa..
tp nsb nutink seriyes..just injury at my elbow..an now ad parut la..

and because of dat my dad said 'tolak seribu dala' ces...mne bole itu mcm..


ok now i'm looking forward to go fer posting..hehe..
nope actually..rase nk pegi 2 ad..tp xnk pegi pn ad..
sbb saya tkut..waa~~
yela dis will be the first tyme i will give treatment to patient.
the real patient..sape xtkut kn.

slme ni bg treatment kt patient tipu2 saja..just tkut klw my treatment to that
patient not getting better but getting worse..alamak...sape susah nty..saya jugaa...

den fer the first tyme posting ni i need to go to hospital batu pahat..
i hopefully the physiotherapists there bek2 n xgarang...pray fer me k..

i only just want to learn a new thing when posting nty
and saya mahu lihat patient2 y saya rawat tu chat..
waa~~ gembiranye klw begitu..hehehehe....

1. how old are you?
so so sweet nineteen..hehe~~

2. are you single?
yes...single is simple ^__^

3. at what age do you think you'll get married?
ble ade org dtg meminang saya...hihi~~

4. do you think you'll marry the person you are with now?
name pn single..abes cmne nk ckp??kne buang la soklan ni...ces..

5. if not, who do you want to marry?
sam witwicky,josh duhamel,paul walker,chris pine,vic chou,awal ashaari....izit 2 much??hehehe..

6. who will be your bridesmaid/bestman?
my future nephew/niece bole??hehe...myb tyme 2 die br 2 thun kot..

7. do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
contemplory wedding...uih..,.cm xmjwb soalan..ok2..i choose garden wedding..loves wit a lot of flower..hehe..

8. where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
di mne2 y suami saya mmpu bwk saya..cewah..istri mithali...ikot je..kakakaka..

9. how many guests do you think you'll invite?
1 msia bole??hehe..muflis parents saya..hehehe...

10. will that include your exes?
nope.

11. how many layers of cake do you want?
18 bole??icing cake...hehe..melebih laa kau leen...

12. when do you want to get married, morning or evening?
evening...sejuk ckit..hehe...

13. name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding
i want all the evergreen selamat pengantin br song..wit the live band.bole x mama??hehehe..

14. ur wedding colour theme?
definitely i want white...nmpk suci..with added with fresh flower...red roses,pink carnation...god..cntiknye..hehehe...

15. do you prefer fine dining or just normal?
i prefer normal..alaa cm bese sudaa..hehe..

16. honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
of coz days after wedding..but i prefer weeks after wedding kot..

17. money or household items?
dua2 aci x???hehehe...

18. how many kids would you like to have?
ikot ats rezeki allah...tp maximum 4 kot..hehe

19. will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
semestynye...do not forget the great tyme ryte..hehehe..

20. ur dream present fr0m ur future husband
i do not need much from my future husbnd,just want him to love me forever...kasih sampai syurga..^__^

21. whose wedding plan would you like to know next?
you...!!

fer last 2 wiks until now...i've been attacked by gastric...pergh...mmg skit gle..

kno what..the most feberet tinks in my life is to eat my mum's cook..but now..because of this i doestnt eat too much...mkn pn 2 suap je...god...please...heal me from this...

2 la org ckp...selagi Allah kurniakn nikmat mkn y baek,therefore mkn la sepuasnye..because..when dis happen like me..haa~~ nk mkn pn dh xde selere..actually not because i didnt want..yes i did..klw bole nk mam manyak2...but den...i cnt...when i eat feel like want 2 vomit it back..

2 la plg sekse skali..n hilng selere..

my mum n dad owez asked me
"sayang nk mkn pe??kfc??pizza??chicken chop??"
n i simply said and my answer is owez constant dat is
" no...i dont want..."

see...i donnoe why...pdhal seme 2 besh2..tp xde selere..cedey..:""-(
well i am a physiotherapy..bab2 cmni mmg totally bukan bidang kuasa saya..saya buntu fikiran..
sehinggalah tahap plg critical..iaitu : dh 2 doctor dh saya pegi berjmpe..they said its gastric..n nchat doctor itu :

"lepas ni mkn don missed ok..bia ckit asl mkn..jgn smpai tahn makn.
kne ikut tyme..2 plg pntng..klw pg kne minum susu..this is the most very good..
because susu bole neutralize acid dlm perot.."

orait looks like i gonna take notes all she said...cm take note lect plak..hehe~~
n hrp sgt fer dis tyme i gonna b ok..like dulu2..mkn byk...mkn sedap...really miss saat2 bahagie 2..


so,i goin to stop here..seems like i not really in gud condition..
(**btw kali ni cara saya mengundur diri sgt bersopan santun budaya kite laa)


lots of luvs,

leen..

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• hehe..cumel..teenie tiny gurl...
• seorg accountant y dimane 1 hr nty ley ajr sya utk menguruskn uwang..hikhik (*cewah cm byk sgt je uwang..hihi) dan business woman y berjaye..kerane sy dh bli tudung dr cik yaya 2 psng..hehe..opss cik jaja dh bank in blom ye cik accountant??
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untuk membeli kasut..waa~~ cedeynye..

• sya suka menuntun wyg!!itu pekare amat benar...hihi..klw stress dgn lecturer n assignment ini la tmpt tujuan sy..bersama-sama teman setia iaitu ha n mira..^__^ tp saya akn memilih untuk menuntun wyg..kerane sya akn menuntun apabila heronye menawan hati..hehehe..(*cewah gatal..garu ckit..hikhik)
• saya amat mudah kecian kt org..ini seriyes (*bc ni dgn mengunakn nada mingming wonderpets ok?) dan begitu touching sekali...evn tgk transformer pn sya bole ngs..hehe...
• saya suka melalak dan berkaraoke dalam bilik air..hehe...dan abg ngah saya la y slalu complain cmni 'oit xsedap r!!' huh...saya tahu die jeles sebnrnye..tp klw mama sy dgr plak die xmrh cume ckp cmni 'surah ape ye adik bc'..pergh terkne ats btg hidung seyh..hehe
• saya suke berchatting dan beron9 dan berkertidoran..hehehe..sbbnye saya dh xde keje len kot nk buat..so demi memenuhi masa terluang..jd saya buat la aktiviti itu..^__^ dan mengadap laptop maen game,edit gmbr dan len2..^__^
  
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• dulu saya suka makan...makan je dlm pkran saya..tp skunk xlg..sbbnye...ermm xtw la..sumtinks y sukar utk diperkatakn...
• klw saya tgh marah..ape saya akn buat??saya akn belasah org..hahaha~~ itu penipuan semata2 ye...bile saya mrah saya akn hny diam..klw org tanya saya byk ptah sekali pn saya akn jwb sepatah..itu la saya..^__^ jd dun ever buat saya mrh ya..nty saya xlyan seshape..
  
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emkay : she my classmate and the most the vouge ^__^

naQiu : the kelantanese..die la pengkritik utama mse first2 saya blogging dlu..ces..

aleeq : my senior...pendakwah..

rain : hehe~~ ape y saya suke pd die..die ni jns selamber badak sumdu..seriyes..sempoi and steady je..ngee~~

nony : my frend at mrsm...and bkal engineer..^__^

saffa : my frend kt mrsm jgk..but die nk really pndai edit gmbr..lawa plak 2..therefore..ley laa ajr lin nty ek saffa??

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*well ni je kot blog y sy ske terjah...hehe~~

tagging times~~~ ^__^

well guess what i'm goin to post fer dis entry plak...

hehe~~ tgk tjuk pn dh ley agk kn..its about transformer: revenge of the fallen!!hehe~~~

perghh...mmg surperb gile babeng r...if ajak sy tgk beberape kali pn i will...seriously.. ^__^
ahernye impian sy nk tgk dh tercapai..hehe~~

tp kn if we tinks over and over again actually the very base of these fantasy film for example like transformer,terminator and star trek it just the same...dat is:

'Misi Menyelamatkan Bumi and human'..ngee~~

but the different is the plot and the way they tried to present the story..klw terminator by using machine2,star trek more to alien and other planet and transformer about robot y bley bertuka jd kete..hehe..y plg xley bla robot2 ni ad perasaan..ngee~~

if the transformer 1 tell about the mission on the black box but fer number 2 they no need fer the black box anymore but they wants our shinning heat sun..disebabkn ini la bermula segala2 cite...and plg xley bla my mr.optimus prime die..fuh lamak...mmg terkejut and cm sedey r..hehe~~

btw,this story not only enjoyable because of the action and the fight between autobots and the decepticon but there's also a lot of jokes..mmg mencuit hati la..evn robot2 2 pn wt lawak kot..but fer me this story micheal bay mmg selitkn mcm2 feeling tw..dala my mr optimus prime mati kn my mr sam witwicky pn mati..perghh...touching gler tyme 2..secare tbe2 air mate ku jtoh ke bwh.hehe~~
but cm xbesh la plak kn klw hero2 seme ni mati...therefore ad kejutannye...ape kejutannya??
haa~~ ape kate kmoo2 tgk sendri yawh..hehe~~












Mr. Optimus prime..ensem kn??hahaha...*apada robot pn ensem ke??*

Mr.bumblebee my most fabaret autobots

chevy camaro..dreams car..and i wish it also can b return to
bumblebee ^__^


and the last but not least :

the hottest stuff or transformer..major lennox and sam witwicky.
dis 1 mmg real2 pny ensem..ngee~~

actually cm dh lme plak kn xpost apa-apa entry..therefore today,i'm goin to post apa-apa..hehehe~~~ yang sebenarnye saya skunk berase a big relief sbbnye result br kua..eceh...bunyinye cm sgt cemerlang je result itu..

tp xdela cemerlang sgt...cume tersenarai dean list je...ahakz~~

(*sila jgn percaye ok.itu crite dongeng)

well,alhamdullilah..thanks god..i'm really grateful wit dat.. jd oleh sbb itu saya berasa lege dan perut saya ni xla berserabut memikirkan apela nasib result saya itu..hehehehe~~~

last wik kn (eh last wik ke??ape2 la) my brother wedding...well dat day goin very smoothly and everything goin well cume ujan ckit...org kate ujan rahmat kn..
tp mmg penat bangat la dat day..waa~~ xsnggup rase..but before dat day lg penat seh.. sbb ape??saya menjahit bju...pergh...3 hari berturut saya tido lewat utk siapknnye..
my eyes my back sme skt..evn i'm becomin physio (cewah..hehe) i donnoe to treat mself.. trok btol..ptotla practical fail..huhu~~ ops kantoi la plak,..hehehe~~ tp hasilnye cantik tw..(bkn memuji tw tp kenyataan..hehehe)..xcaye tgk ni...

p/s klw mau tempahan bley2..xde hal pnye...kontek la ek ^__^





tp xpe..pnt sy memolong terbalas apabila abg sy belanje sy menuntun wayang...ngeh2~ wlw pn hny wyg saya xksh...saya xberkire orgnye...hehe~~ dont ever said i'm outdated tw..sbb br smlm pegi tgk terminator salvation..^__^

>>>the story fer me not bad..best la jgk..becuase evn if we tinks about logic of coz the story is unrealiable kn..but when i watched it i feel dat its real tw...omputeh mmg pndai klw buat filem kn..tp cm cdey la sbb the good terminator is die.dala dat guy ley tahn cute jgk..ngeh2..tp saya sgt tkut melihat terminator2 itu...hehe~~

y pling xbley bla byk aksi2 y mengejutkn..nsb xkne heart attack..

**therefore thumbs up fer terminator..hehe~~ tepuk tgn ckit.


den few wik before dat saya pegi tgk cite 'jangan pndang belakang congkak'..hehe..tgk wyg je saya ni..tp yela org nk blnje kn kite menerime..hehe~~


tp cite nk mmg klaka la...mengong btol..hehe~~
tp mira dgn xde insurancenye die ckp 'lin ko skunk dh berjinak2 kn tgk cite melayu' ceh....saya ni kn melayu sejati mmg la...^__^


>>>but now i'm really waitin fer the 'transformer-revenge of the fallen'..really waitin fer my shia labouf.ngeh ngeh~~ cant wait to watch his acting..msty gempak..because by jus wacthin the thriller pn dh cm besh la.but den fer dis tyme sape plak gonna to belanje me fer the tiket ek..hehe~~

mayb...JAJA kot..hehe~~ kn jaja kn??nk blanje lin kn..??


***hekhekhek ^__^